Rest

I left worship practice tonight because I feel like junk...physically especially, but mentally and emotionally too.

So I'm spending some time alone with God tonight. A friend prayed for me as I was leaving and asked that God would "breathe life into me"....I feel like those are exactly the words I needed. I feel lifeless right now.

Without getting into much detail, I've felt this crazy sense of spiritual warfare in my life lately. And because of it, I've bought into the lie that I am completely unworthy and unrighteous in the eyes of God. While I may be unworhty...unrighteous...unholy....I've been meditating for the last couple of weeks on the fact that because of JESUS, God considers me worthy and righteous.

So tonight, I'm resting in God, and in the fact that I am holy and blameless in His sight.


Wow.